Negativity

I don't really like it, because it always pulls me down and makes me feel bad. And I don't like to feel bad. Why should I. Anyhow: sometimes it just gets over me and I have a bout of it now. Why? You don't ask?
Because I have to do a talk on wednesday. It is an exam. It would not be so very bad, if I had to do it on my own, but I have to do it with the two girls, who are not really trustworthy. Well, one of them is not, but she pulls the other one any way she wants to. That wouldn't bother me eigher, but the puller is one who is out for her own advantage. Thus she had the prof to practically dictate her her part. And they are both not answering my mails. Well. I can do that on my own, I don't mind that. But it is annoying and if they don't send anything today, then we get into trouble. Because I cannot do it tomorrow. And if they try to get behind me and let me stand there as stupid I will have to show them, that they got the wrong person to do it with. :-) Not my problem, I will not have some silly girls wreck my exam. I consider it their learning curve...

Whatever. Other than that I have tummy-ache. But that is not due to the situation, as I have that in hand (see above), it is because I made a decision and have yet to impart it to someone, before I can impart it here or anywhere else. AND I did definitely not eat well and healthy. So I suffer, but it is my own fault and therefore I do not complain.

Hey, but something good that happened? I got on well in my class. I was useful, I had a nice, short and refreshing nap, I got on with some knitting as well and I am listening to Paul O'Grady. That is  all great. Oh and it was a lovely, spring-like day today, all my busses and trains where on time and I saw a beautiful sunset. Loved it. And I had my hair cut, it looks nice again as well. I was lucky there, too. My stylist was back from her holidays. Yeah.

So, that is it. Good Night:(just because it is a happy song and I love it)