Or not.
I have just installed a new security-system against computer-viruses. So that is a good thing. Had a scan too, and so far I was lucky, the machine is safe. I am talking of the new machine, the old one was safe already.
Tomorrow I shall have to do my talk and I am not really convinced of what I did. So I have to kill my special presentation and hope for the best.
My advantage is, that I have more life and experience than my two co-presenters. My disadvantage is, that they have more material. So that is not so nice. But I only have to pass, I don't have to do it with glowing colours. So today I will do some more preparations and tomorrow I will get there, all relaxed and do a very good presentation, in order to get that over with. But I am not secure - as yet - about this presentation.
And I really hate exams. On the other hand: that will be one exam I won't have to do again. And I can then concentrate on other school-related stuff.
Other than that I do have a lot of security: I have my job, my flat, my family, my friends, great parts of my health, my happyness. I can hear and see and smell and taste and touch. I can be afraid and I can be brave.
I speak two languages fluently and understand one very well. Also I do understand a little of two more languages and I can say simple sentences in others. Just to brag, I have to build up my self assurance here.
And I only have a couple of hours before I start. :-)
At any rate: I am a very lucky person especially because I know that I am lucky. That is something. How many people in the world are lucky and do not even know it. Do you? I hope so and wish you to get even more luck and happyness.... If you can read this it means a lot:
you can see, you can read, you have the chance to use a computer. Millions of people can't do one or the other or none of this. So say thank you now!
No matter who two, it will reach the right source of your personal luck and happyness!!
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