Do you know

this feeling, when people talk about all the bad things in the world, that could or can or will happen? And you know, you will not be sleeping that night, because you will worry about all these things?
I had one of these days and I hate them. When there are bad things, that you can work against or when you can at least be active in some form or other, than that is o.k., but nebulous things, where you do not know, what to do.... horrible.

I have a real hart time sleeping with these things and they don't have to be major even, I am a worrier. O.k., so that may be a sign, or one of them, that I might be a genius, but a dead genius is still dead.

It is not even death, that I am afraid of, it is dying, being powerless, seeing other people in pain and worried and if I go on like this, I will certainly not sleep until I am dead. Since I have - as a child - decided, that I will reach the age of 97, or 96 at least, that is a long time of no sleep.

So: it is Sunday, why else would I write here and this Sunday is the last before my re-entering the work-forces tomorrow. It will be a lot to take in and a lot to
do and certainly a lot of things, that have gone wrong, but that's always the way with time out of work and funnily I stopped worrying at least about these things.

What did I do with my holiday? Springcleaning, sleeping, reading, knitting, sleeping, eating, shopping, watching YouTube-Videos, playing, did I mention sleeping? :-) Yes, I am sure I did.

It certainly was a very relaxing holiday and I enjoyed it very much. Doing nothing much and just being. Just being calm and relaxed

A bit like this... I just wish, I could always be that relaxed... :)

Cheerio and a good and lovely new week!